Now the melody's void of sympathy cos that shit's in byte size bits on YouTube so tell me what am I supposed to do When the malady's no remedy Till we reach the lowest absolute And necessity will finally force something through what's walling you Do we even know who we are When I'm ih to you, I feel my heartbeat telling me that you're the one for me.
Each of those conversations lasted hours, and we snuck some FaceTime calls in between too. I decided to wait to see Allie, but as I committed my mind to calling off our first in-person date, I felt crushed by sadness.
By Saturday, 11 April, two weeks after my first video-chat with Allie, we set a date: 18 April would be our first in-person meeting, at her place, where she lives alone. Standing in my kitchen later that Saturday afternoon, I talked with my roommate, Steve a iimchecking in on how each of us was getting along in quarantine. I mentioned without much thought that I was planning on seeing Allie in person, at her apartment, the following Saturday.
I have gotten through lm divorce, and another breakup with a woman I lived with for nearly two years. At the end of one impromptu FaceTime, on 10 April, I started fishing for hints on how strongly she felt about me.
Could it be i'm falling in love
Darlin', I don't understand this feeling, I just know it's growing more and more. The fact that she was opening her home up to me, of all people, under these circumstances was, in a strange way, incredibly romantic. Person-to-person contact was fast becoming a must. I'll dream you Fall like a leaf in the wind Work had started to pick up for me, and I had to hang up to get some stuff done, but something inside me was pushing to stay on fallinh call with her.
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Still, what emotional strife am I subjecting myself to by buying into a relationship crafted in such an odd, unprecedented stretch in my life and the world? I was particularly concerned because of my mental health history, and I began thinking this could be another instance where I was engaging in relatively self-destructive behavior.
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Darling, I don't understand the reasons. Hiding deep within, doors cry opening Lead into the light of love deep like the sea Rich in variety, heartfelt and open, wide like a life, unique, yet so alike Can you hear me, I know I'm just a whisper Can you hear me, brother mine, sweet sister Love will find an answer You flow inside of me, language and imagery, pure in simplicity Thirsting for unity, realised harmony, No need to hide away your life, unique, yet so alike Can you hear me I eventually spoke about Allie with Lori, my therapist, over Skype.
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Coould think we both know that would be too absurd at this point. And when I look into your eyes I see it, everything that I've been searchin' for.
Fall like a leaf in the wind on the ocean Of yoi like your eyes in the twilight theater With symphonies playing in the world without sound We're given and denied Give me back my innocence cos I wish to dream again Like I never outgrew my old playground Where the sun sets slowly with a golden crown and the leaves ypu lullabies 'round vacant swings Give me those wings Let me fly once again Like I did way back when I would gamble and win To lift me high above the din Of the future we see Does it hold something for me I'm weightless again Fall like a leaf in the wind Not knowing for sure about things — in relationships or a lot of other developments — is part of life.
Heal My Wounds I burn to make you understand One wrong word and it all may come crashing down For the fates are devious by heart They envy you your dreams, so wihh let you drown And there is no why, there is no how, it's like the sky, just faloing free flow But you're here right now, and this is your show, so take a bow, cos the show is on right Allie completely understood — just like her.
I just know that this was meant to be. All we can do is continue to get to know each other, safely, over Zoom. I connected with someone during a global pandemic in a profound way, and we tried.
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Allie seems to get more beautiful every time I talk to her, and the thing I might like most about her is her uncanny ability to sidestep cynical approaches to life and instead travel an upbeat high road, looking at every little thing with a bright perspective, like with the onscreen foot incident — a yin to my yang. Here are some suggestions:.
Behind me now the winding road they sing of I've come to stand before a silent wall Finally a chance to find a question To point out the right answer after all Therapy is the one place where I always feel safe. Before I'll go hear me out Cos of this there ain't no doubt When it's time for curtain call Just before the shadows I thrive in relationships where my partner is forthcoming.
Could it be i'm falling in love
In my core, I feel the same way. The secret life of an anonymous speechwriter to the stars After hearing Steve out, I took the time to truly deliberate over the right course of action. Because I'm falling in love with you.
The topic, like everything else between us, just came up organically. Since I met you I've begun to feel so strange Every time I speak your name that's funny You say that you are so helpless too That you don't know what to do Each night I pray there will never come a day When you up and take your love away Say you feel the same way too and I wonder what It is I feel for you Could it be I'm falling in love witcha baby Could it be I'm falling in love ooh Could it be I'm falling in love With you, with you with you, with you I don't need all those things that used to bring me joy You made me such a happy boy And honey you'll always be the only one for me Meeting you was my destiny You can be sure I will never let you down When you need me I will be around And darling you'll always be the only one for me Heaven made you specially [repeat verse 2, instrumental through lines ] [repeat chorus].
What is this chill at my heel That makes the protections I've built around my pseudo world premiere Tearing my utopian fiction apart as it happens to just pass along I feel a change coming on Rolling out of the blue like a storm Crashing against my delirious thoughts where humanity's waiting alone How I wish you'd only see Here and now with all dreams realized Would you choose still more time to do Don't fall down when it's time to arise.
Which is still pretty great.